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Valentine’s Day - What I Think

Everyone complains about Valentine’s Day. They say something along the lines of:

  • Complaining about not having a date.
  • Talking about how much Valentine’s Day sucks and what’s wrong with it.
  • Talking about how much they love their other.
  • Not talking about it at all.
  • Forever Alone.
  • Yelling at others about how they don’t like it.

And that all upsets me. The reason I like Valentine’s Day is because I believe in love. I believe in the idea that one person can change someone’s world—and I think that’s fantastic! Even times when I don’t have a date, I just like the idea. And sure, everyday should be spontaneous and what not—but I just like the one special day that it’s LOVE all day. It’s gorgeous! People aren’t as mean.

Ladies, we expect so much on Valentine’s Day. And guys, you should know it’s not just us being greedy (well, for me it isn’t), but it’s the day that fairytales are supposed to come true. A magical day and the idea of love is everywhere. Yes, it’s Hallmarked out beyond belief, but the love is what’s supposed to be a certain part. 

PEOPLE. DO NOT GO OUT BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO. Go out because you want to spend time with the person. It shouldn’t matter where or what it is, you should just be happy. And to the people without a date, be happy. I know it may suck to be surrounded by couples who are together and what not, but just know that as long as there’s days like this that show the decency and love that people can have, that there is HOPE for the world.

Sorry.

Running

I woke up in the middle of a fountain. Water was splashing over my body, and sunlight poured over my face. Slowly, I opened my eyes to the blue skies above, spluttering water from my mouth. Instantly, I bolted upright, trying to find where I was.

I wish I hadn’t have moved.

Everything beyond the safety of the fountain was demolished. Buildings were in ruins, and streets were littered with garbage and what I hoped to be crimson paint. Cars were still in the streets, left off wherever time for them had paused. Not a sound came from the city—it was deathly silent.

Hesitantly, I stood up from the water, trying to put together exactly what I was seeing. I looked back at the fountain, desperately hoping for something to be wrong. The fountain was gorgeous. As gorgeous as anything I had seen in such a long time. Swirls of golden statues stretched up to the peak, meeting in the middle of a pair of wings. One wing look angelic and gorgeous. The other, looked like a demon’s wing.

I turned back around to the city and stumbled out of the safety of my fountain. The only sound for what must have been miles were the sounds of my footsteps. I staggered through cars, looking at the side-walk.

The thick red “paint” drew patterns and circles about the side-walk. They weren’t basic drawings—they were warnings. Warnings I was too late for.

“H-Hello?” My voice croaked out. The ‘hello’ bounded through the city and into the silence. I turned around helplessly. I was alone.

It’s weird. When I was a kid, I used to love thinking, “Here’s what I would do if I was alone in a store.” I decided I would like at Ikea or Walmart. Somewhere awesome like that. But it’s nothing like that. In fact, I’m terrified for my life. I hate this. I’m so very alone.

I’m all alone.

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Days had passed, three I think. I ended up finding a Walmart like I had thought I would. I lived off of the frozen foods and Pizzaz. Honestly, I wasn’t doing to terribly bad. Other than crying myself to sleep and distracting myself with games and searching through parts of the city for a sign of life.

I took a bicycle off of the rack and rode it through the town. I’m not sure what I was looking for. Maybe life. Maybe a corpse. But secretly, I was looking for whatever had done this so they could take me too. Why would I want to live in a world with no people there? To be lonely forever?

I pedaled all the way down to a beach. Honestly, I’m not sure where I was, nor did I really care to find out. I was alive and didn’t care where I would die. Slowly, I walked along the pier, ditching the bike back at the front.

Abandoned shops and carnival prizes eerily watched me as I moved along. I wish I could hear their thoughts.

“Alone are you?”

“What’s that girl doing here?”

“Is she lost?”

“Why is she alive?”

“Is she lucky?”

“No. She’s unlucky.”

That was when I heard it. The most miraculous sound I had heard in what seemed like years:

Footsteps.

I spun around the pier, my heart leaping into my throat. My heartbeat drummed in my ears, threatening to explode my head. But even through that, I could hear the footsteps approaching. I looked back at the front of the pier and that’s when I saw it. A figure was running toward me, full sprint and alive.

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:) Just messing around and writing.